HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY!! THIS YEAR'S MOTTO....GET ALL THE WAY LIVE IN 2005!!!! LOL! WORD UP...FO REAL DO!!! THIS IS GOING TO BE A GREAT YEAR!! NOW SINCE I NEVER STICK TO MY NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS....NO DISCIPLINE AS YOU MIGHT CAN TELL FROM THE LACK OF JOURNAL ENTRIES..LOL...THIS YEAR, I HAVE re-SOUL-utions...LOL...CAUSE THAT OTHER STUFF I BE DOING IS CALLED NEW YEARS RE-ILLUSIONS!

CAN U BELIEVE IT

IT'S 2005

THIS YEAR I PLAN TO

GET ALL THE WAY LIVE

NO PROMISES TO ME

I'LL NEVER STICK TO THEM

100 SIT-UPS A DAY

I AINT THE ONE TO DO THEM

NO GIVING UP CHOCOLATE

WHO AM I FOOLING

WHEN I KNOW THAT KIT KATS

ALWAYS HAVE ME DROOLING

LESS NET MORE BOOKS

MAAAAN ANYWAY..I READ

BUT THANKS TO YAHOO AND TVA

INTERNET IS A NEED

IT'S NOT AND ADDICTION

LIKE SOME MIGHT SAY

IT'S NOT LIKE I BE ON

EVERY SINGLE DAY.....

I MIGHT NOT GET ON UNTIL

LATE IN THE NIGHT

I KNOW MOST OF YALL SAYING

WHATEVER...YEAH RIGHT

BUT BEING LOGGED ON

IS NOT THE SAME

AS SITTING DOWN TYPING

YA KNOW....DOING MY THING

NO LESS OF THAT MORE OF THAT

THIS YEAR I AM STRAIGHT

NO GURL..LOOK AT THEM THIGHS

BACK AWAY FROM THE PLATE!!!

BECAUSE I KNOW

THINGS WILL FALL IN LINE

IF I PUT GOD FIRST

AND ME BEHIND

MY FAMILY...MY FRIENDS....FINANCES TOO

I'LL JUST PUT HIM FIRST

IN WHATEVER I DO

THIS YEAR I WILL LEARN

TO BE TOTALLY FREE

FROM STRESS AND FROM MESS

AND I WILL LEARN TO LOVE ME!!!!

Hey yall!!! I hope all is well with ya!!! Today has been nothing like yesterday! I was just in an EWWWW mood! But today...it is all butta baby!!! LOL!! We are getting ready to move....have u ever realized that you don't really know how much CRAP you have...until you have to go thru it?? We have TRULY outgrown apartments!!!! AHAHAHHHAHAHAH!!!! I was thinking about my life...and everything and everyone that is in it....and thanksgiving came early!! I am just soooo thankful to have you guys in my life. I don't care what no one says about people online putting on a front. Shooot FRONT FOR ME....i don't want yall to change. If it is a front, it is a good one!! LOL! Although Bonni needs to put it in reverse! LOL!Just jiving! But on the serious tip...it is a pleasure to be among such great folks! (Sniff).  

What's up everyone. I will just cut to the chase. Have you ever had a day where your heart is just heavy, and you sort of know why...but not really? I know it sounds confusing...pfft it is confusing me. Today is starting out to be a blah day. I want to cry..but not really. I want to laugh...but can't. I want to scream...I want to fuss..cuss....and whatever else. But for what? Why? None of those things would do me any good nohow. So I will just do what I do best....and let the rest burn.

What good is it to want to sing

When you do not feel the words

What good is it to have a voice

When you won't let it be heard

What good is it to rectify

The problem within you

When all you do is throw out the old

And bring in something new

What good is it to cry many tears

When in them, you've already drowned

What good is it to keep looking up

When all you feel is down

What good is it?

I'd like to know

Can someone shed some light?

What good is it to look to

The bright side of things

When you have lost your sight?

Well...what can I say??? We are still moving things...I KNOW...but we really have TOO MUCH

STUFF!! I had to go out and by over 100 hangers...lol. Now, that don't make no dang sense!! LOL! I

have once again been neglecting my writing. FOlks been getting all over me. I won't say any

names...EVAN_DEREK_DESSA....ya know..call 'em out like EVAN_DEREK_DESSA..did me.

AHAHAHAHAHH!!! I will be back tonight yall...gotta go make dinner. Just thought I would drop a few

lines...so yall could not talk about me too bad..LOL!! Peace.